Changes everywhere...what can i do??

Hahax!!!

today...

um...nothing much happened...hahax....today's ET damn tiring... i was like half die during reading lesson can!!hahax..LOL!!! went out wif FANGYU! after sch today!! hehex...um...we went lot 1 to buy her mummy's b'dea present xDD hahax..which is tml! hehex my mummy's birthday is cuming SOON too!! 31 july =)) same as DERRY!! 0.0 =DDD Yeah!! can buy many present 4
tis month!! wahaha!!! i simply enjoy buying present! but, only when u know wat u want buy...

haiyo...today in class....it's so dots...they...just want to put me N kj together ok....i just simply dun like their way...they r like soo helping him...i dun like can... i like a bit bu shaung ok!!! i m just sick! of telling them i dun like i dun like i just dun like kj!! He like me like already 1 yr...n then we dun even talk to each other much...n i really dun know how he like me wan....-.- is like so unfair to me!! told them tat AI QING SHI BU NENG MIAN QIANG DE!!! they just DUN CARE!! i gt experience b4...i failed b4...i dun wan to hurt kj! although i didnt hurt him...but i will feel guilty wat....rite? but wat i m giving kj now is just a chance to let him know more a bout me! if he cant passed...sorry...if he pass also sorry...cos i dun think i will like him.... n i dun wish say anything bout relationship between bf n gf... NOW! i want to concentrate on my studies n band... btw....
i haven forget him....my 6 months ago....the reason why i dun want...plus i dun like kj....i know it's already time to give up...it's simply more than the time to give up...but i still didnt...tis doesn't mean tat i wan to patch...is just tat i still love him...just like b4...nvr changed b4...
i dun beg 4 chances...just tat i cant 4gt him....really damn hard... i can tell....6 months!!! already!!! sumtimes i really must be forgetful...but i m not forgetful at the correct time!!
haix... now is..as long as i can like him....it doesen't matter he cares bout me a not....many of them said this...: Hey! u shlden't hv come to siwss cottage wan....here brought u soo many sad memorise...making ur life more n more miserable...if u didn't come i guess life will b much more easier...but i repied...: No! if tat case i wun know such good friends in tis Sch! although i failed in my relationship...he dun really bothers me...but at least i know u guys...such gd classmates, CCA mates n my trombone section!! my so so so GREAT SENIORS!!! my FRIENDS!!! i nvr regret...seems i m already here..i hv done so far...i think i shld'nt give up... rite?! =DD

Ya.... i just feel tired at times... silly gerl..learn to wipe up her tears by her own....learning to be strong! =))