Changes everywhere...what can i do??

Sunday, July 30, 2006

it's always like tat...

All of the sudden...i dun feel rite....

i 4gt where m i... i feel veri veri veri lost....
seriously...if u guys r stress wat m i... i always get scoldings...at a wrong time..
i m always i unfair one.... i m always the one tat hv to face pple tat is not stress at all n show tat their stress...
they really dun know how fortune they r....they are not mature enough loh...
U see no one think at all...no one think about wat i m saying....
i simply...feel damn pissed off lah...

-since i hv decided....i hv to force myself not to hv any regret in my mind...=((( even no one understand my heart...
i m just too 'GONG'!!! too 'BLURR'...all i can said...i m simply not strong enough!!! =(

- let it be

Saturday, July 29, 2006

hehex today!! thnx!!

YOYO!! today after band go celebrate derry's b'dea...
WITH! dwaen DERRY! eleanor julia jocelyn joan yipping jiong han edwin kenneth natassia edwin jacob jeremy brent n zhenggshu
um...hope he like it...cos we dun really know where to go today lol....

At first we go orchard n eat pasta!!!! X)
hahax NICE!! i love my blackcurrent soda!! n my spicy chicken pasta!! hehe...
taste not bad worx...
then after tat we went arcade n play! natn edwin was caugh, n hv to gt out of he arcade....if not they hv to change their clothes...we stayed quite long there actually hahax..although i didn't play much at all...but it's still ok with me lar...

then WE WENT to ESPLANDE!! HOHO!!

see!!!! i took tis with my hp...so blur -.-

three of us!

hehex we!!!! some of them left half way =(
but we still hv fun taking pic at the roof terence!! =DD

and one more thing is! i bought 3 veri veri expensive pieces of chocolate!!!
total price is $5.30!! 0.0 hahax but it was nice larx...veri long nv eat le....so i bought it => then we go marina square there to hv dinner!! i ate porrigde lor...almost vomit.... porrigde simply sucks when u eat too mch of it although i only hv half bowl of it..
hahax...
then me n kenneth n jionghan left.... oh ya!!! big nic just came n find us when we three are leaving..lol..

anw today is FUN!!!! everybody SIMLE!!! N SAY CHEESE !!!=DDD

thanx u guys!!!!
hahax...
N HAPPY BE-EARLY B'DEA TO DERRY!!!!!

i love swisswinds
i love u guys to bits
i love my friends n seniors!!!!!
U all ROCKS!!! <<<3333!!!>

- i m not sad today....but i dun feel rite...=( silly me..... is it cos of him again...cos he nv come along with us i guess =((

- let it be

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Wat happened to everyone?

Wat happened??? can sumone tell me??
everyone seems so moody , so strange , so not themselves....
did i do sumthing wrong??? did i make u guys unhappy?? i dun know....
but just hope everything will become better once again...

SMILE EVERYBDOY!!! No point being sad....if u want to say anything just say!!! dun worry..
No one can ever fail...without trying...=)

i m serious....

-bye to>>> yy (i m just saying goodbye..lol....)

- let it be

Saturday, July 15, 2006

ok LAKESIDE PARK just ROX!!

Okok...i hv to said...LAKESIDE SIMPLY ROX CAN!!!!
hahax~~`` shld hv go there at the veri veri FIRST PLACE!!!
XD
it's my first time climbing the red colour thingy..heyx..dun know wat is tat larr...Hahax..
Then played the swing over there, the turning thing, n we was like climbing the whole day...hehex...damn FUN ok!!
Dawen Zhengshu Eleanor Julia Yipping Chingkit Derry.
U guys Simply rox lar ok!!xDDD wahahahax..<<33

Heyx...dawen let me think of him...again.....
Um...Nvrm la..it's ok..today's fun anyway =DD

- let it be

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Argh... damn tired sia...

Hahax!!!

today...

um...nothing much happened...hahax....today's ET damn tiring... i was like half die during reading lesson can!!hahax..LOL!!! went out wif FANGYU! after sch today!! hehex...um...we went lot 1 to buy her mummy's b'dea present xDD hahax..which is tml! hehex my mummy's birthday is cuming SOON too!! 31 july =)) same as DERRY!! 0.0 =DDD Yeah!! can buy many present 4
tis month!! wahaha!!! i simply enjoy buying present! but, only when u know wat u want buy...

haiyo...today in class....it's so dots...they...just want to put me N kj together ok....i just simply dun like their way...they r like soo helping him...i dun like can... i like a bit bu shaung ok!!! i m just sick! of telling them i dun like i dun like i just dun like kj!! He like me like already 1 yr...n then we dun even talk to each other much...n i really dun know how he like me wan....-.- is like so unfair to me!! told them tat AI QING SHI BU NENG MIAN QIANG DE!!! they just DUN CARE!! i gt experience b4...i failed b4...i dun wan to hurt kj! although i didnt hurt him...but i will feel guilty wat....rite? but wat i m giving kj now is just a chance to let him know more a bout me! if he cant passed...sorry...if he pass also sorry...cos i dun think i will like him.... n i dun wish say anything bout relationship between bf n gf... NOW! i want to concentrate on my studies n band... btw....
i haven forget him....my 6 months ago....the reason why i dun want...plus i dun like kj....i know it's already time to give up...it's simply more than the time to give up...but i still didnt...tis doesn't mean tat i wan to patch...is just tat i still love him...just like b4...nvr changed b4...
i dun beg 4 chances...just tat i cant 4gt him....really damn hard... i can tell....6 months!!! already!!! sumtimes i really must be forgetful...but i m not forgetful at the correct time!!
haix... now is..as long as i can like him....it doesen't matter he cares bout me a not....many of them said this...: Hey! u shlden't hv come to siwss cottage wan....here brought u soo many sad memorise...making ur life more n more miserable...if u didn't come i guess life will b much more easier...but i repied...: No! if tat case i wun know such good friends in tis Sch! although i failed in my relationship...he dun really bothers me...but at least i know u guys...such gd classmates, CCA mates n my trombone section!! my so so so GREAT SENIORS!!! my FRIENDS!!! i nvr regret...seems i m already here..i hv done so far...i think i shld'nt give up... rite?! =DD

Ya.... i just feel tired at times... silly gerl..learn to wipe up her tears by her own....learning to be strong! =))

- let it be

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Hey =D

hey....Soo sian nowadays... =((
i NID to said sumthing!! wahahaha!! i m hving 5 pieces of chips MORE 4 2 DAYS!!

tats all was left... =((
Hehex!! it's LIMITED EIDITION OK!!! XDDD
cost $1.60!
hahax...can save $$$
hehe...

Nvrm...actually i m quite SICK of biscuits...!!! Hahax..i hv been eating just biscuits from morning to night this few days...i mean just my breakfast n lunch!
=DDD but i hv a gd meal 4 DINNER!

okok...i quite siianz lar.... hahax...

* i forgotten wat hw i hv..i forgot wat i nid to do...aiya i just dun rmb everything only ONE!!
my PERCIOUS MEMORISE =)))

No matteri just wun forgt it..n cant..it's too difficult le...=/
1 month has past.. nothing happens..=((

- let it be

Monday, July 10, 2006

Hey...life simply sucks...

Wat a meaningless day...
Firstly...

today assembly....sooo lame..-.-
Lesson in class was boring...nearly fall aslept can!!
ET....um.... Ok lar...noty as rock as b4..hahax..
i m broke le k...
i nid $$$
gt some complains from SLs today...they dun know wat my msg is talking bout...haiix...Sorry bout tat =( i hope can try to do better lar...
My condition today...Is BLURR!!! same as ytd..
Hv ART homework to do...
My hair sucks!!!
My hair is turning to brown!! =.=

Overall i wanna said... life is sucky....when I m blurr...

There is BAND tml!!! Hope everything will go on FINE!! hehex =))

- let it be

Sunday, July 09, 2006

I hate GREENRIGDE HAIR DRESSER!!

ARGH!!! it was such an IRRITATING DAY!! agrh!!
I shall said tat...i hate GREENRIGDE SHOPPING CENTRE SERIOUSLY!!!
I MEAN THE HAIRDRESSER THERE!!!
THEY NO BRAINS SERIOUSLY...HOW CAN THEY TALK TO A CUSTOMER LIKE TAT!!!!
SAYING THE CUSTOMER IS FAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

N... THE CUSTOMER IS ME!! i know i seriously FAT! BUT! HOW CAN THEY OFFENCE THEIR CUSTOMER...
somemore TWO BRAINLESS WOMEN RUN ONE BIG ROUND N SHOOT ME TOGETHER AT THE SAME....
is like soo irritating huh?!

when i m leaving there just now...
they forced me to let them see my ez-link lohx... as i was taking my money from my wallet mahx...
N i still nv said anything....
haiix.... is veri veri veri gd tat i nv slap them already ok...

WAH PIANG!!!....IDIOTIC MAN!!!
SHLD'NT HV WENT THERE TODAY LORX....
ARGH....wasting my daddy's precious $10...

-Sorry......****it's my wrong choice again....=(

- let it be

Saturday, July 08, 2006

i dun understand y...

Is always like....y always the same old thing happening....
again n again......tis is all not movie, not drama....it cant be happeninbg again n again always...
it's real n history...wun start all over again...or neither happen again...
BELIEVE TAT YY SERIOUSLY HV A WRONG CHOICE TIS TIME.....

having so many regrets in my mind....wat shld i do???
i shall face it....being strong....dun cry anymore....
silly gerl....=_)***

- let it be

Monday, July 03, 2006

SYFOC!!! trombonist jia yous!!!

Hey...
sat SYFOC~~~``

ya... SWISSWINDS DID ROCKS!
trombonist..!!!

haix...jas is not in the pix =(
Hehex..shall take one more the next...must hv everybody inside...=DDD

um...i didn't manage to make u happy n less worry...tat day... sorry.....i will continue my learning journey...continue till i leave...trombone really rocks...everything u taught me i shall rmb...tis is not all about promise...tis is all about whether i hv the heart to learn..or pick up the instrument well...
i shoulden't disappoint anyone...guess wat..my heart tells me...i love trombone the most....n trombone is the best...at the same i believe i will success...=))***
just one thing i hv no confidence is...i still cant forget him..i hv no confidence in whether i can forget him a not....i may leave my favourite post one day, n join a new post one next day tat i dun like at all...i will really feel hearkbroken.... more n more things coming up...i hate all tis things... it only make me....cant smile....

***endless sad stories***

- let it be

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