Changes everywhere...what can i do??

haix.....time flies dun u think so?
i tell u sumore story by me?
interested? lol

A person....her name is blurry....? hahax...she hv no confidence in herself.... she is only 20goin to 25 tis yr...she hv fail in a relationship b4....but she still love that guy deeply...sumtimes she feels like hating him...but she still love him...and nv change b4..they hv break up for ard 5 months already..but bluuryy..still cant 4gt him...she just cant stop thinking bout him...btw that guy already...dun like blurry b4 they break up... at first he dun wanna break cos... he scared bluurry will be sad...n he dun wan blurry...to be sad bcos of him...so at first he dun wanna break up with blurry..but blurry...knows tat all he was giving is not love...is just pity blurry...so...blurry
decided to break...at that time..blurry..nvr think of whether she will be sad a not...she just feel tis in her heart: ' why must i continue a relationship tat hv no love?? why why why???!!..i rather break up than continue...' from tat day onwards...bluury...feel veri veri down...she cant do things properly...but she nv regrets in her desicions!! cos she knows tat she, herself is doing a rite thing n not wrong at all.... one of her senior call her up n ask whether she is ok? bluuryy..feels great...cos at least her frenz still cares bout her...
But...blurry...was like still doing many things for him...n she nv stop doing so even if she knows he dun like her...the worst thing is...blurry n him nv talk bout more than 20 sentence in 5 months...tis makes blurry ver veri veri veri upset...cos she had lost a person, a guy tat is once her great buddy, her best friend..., a person tat used to always take gd care of blurryy....tis makes blurry's mood always veri veri down....
almost all her frenz said tat she 's silly...but her frenz r veri caring as well.....blurry <<33>>>>weiting derry eleanor julia joan big nic dawen kailling madeline...n more!!.u guys really help me...thnx so much...i thnx u all for listening to me....n....i m really veri veri veri blurr.....x)) but...i cant help it... i still like him.........
<<33x))) thnx='))
touched of tears...tat i nv had a chance to really thnx u guys ='__))

i hv my frenz my story my pix...all my memorise..i still rmb...i didnt lost a single one...it's all insied my mind... realli....i had u guys.....i think n i guess i m blessed enough....=') can u feel my heart....there 's still blood all over.......i wonder..i hope...i m rite tis.....

i m not as blessed as others....but i know i m blessed enough to survive=)

-YY sturborn gerl....