Changes everywhere...what can i do??

is getting nearer... i m more n more scared.....
confused....they left the domestic couple...
n now...nichole...
who is next??
who will b next??
i wonder....i wonder will it b me??
i wonder......if it is...i dun mind...let it be then....
i m terrified...saw my friends....getting on to it one by one....
i m seriously scared, confused....feel like crying....
y???
y lah???
i was... i felt so innocent for them....
come to me...come to me spirit....
just come to me if u nid....pls.....
they hv enough i guess....i dun understand...seriously dun understand at all....
haiix....
it's so complicated....
my life added up to more ????????
i wan know y.......

how is tis world like........
HOW???
=___(((
i shout cos of my friends...
i realized.... i love my friends....
not hate...not at all....is juz dun feel happy to lose....
same thing...as my senior...i dun think i hate her...
not at all....i love everyone of them....just tat i nv express it out....
is in my heart...deeply in my heart....n lock up....
i let it be it...

cos i believe...only my heart tell the ture....the veri truth.....of myself....
my world......
i dun mind...it is coming nearer...cos everyone is is world hv their own bad n gd....
so i believe seriously , trully believe...
elieve my heart, my soul....but...they seems to be telling i m still...
loving him

God blessed.....them pls....****=___(((