Changes everywhere...what can i do??

ok...today tricia came back to sch...
i m thinking tat...she come back to class is a gd thing or a bad thing?
i wonder at times...hmm...
aiya it's complicate to think so much all over again,
-firstly i shall said i dun know who is she
-secondly i dun know whether she is my classmates a not?
-thirdly i can forget but i cannot forgive...strange huh?
-fourthly i know i cannot hate her...
-over all i know she dun wan to b like tat wan...

today i m sleeping n slacking in class like hell!!! LOL!...
there is no teacher coming into the classroom.. wee~~~~``
hahax..
but classroom damn noisy sia..
btw today Mr Gan lesson..we were cleaning our tables in class...cos we actually mess up our table -.-''
wahaahahaha!! tis wat 2N2 always do!!
=p
ok...quite fun cleaning our tables!! it's better than hving lesson i guess..hehehex..=DD

then..when home straight after sch!! hahax i so guai woa..=)
mummy n jie was shock!!! LOL!
cos normally i reach home in the evening or the nite =))..hahax..just from tis yr onwards...from
januray...after the end...hehex...
dad n mum was always the one tat worries me most...
sorry=( i just dun feel like going home..
cos...i...dun hv the feeling of 'home' in my house , my family..
as my parent always reach home ard 8++...or even 11++ 4 dad..
hahax..sumtimes i purposely go late..cos...i dun wan to go...and face a house without my mum n dad..
it's quite sad...they always turn up late..=(
dun really hv gatherings wif them..
esp. my father... he work so hard sia..<<33>

all bcos of me... tats y i cant smile as much as b4...i shall listen to them at the veri veri first...
no point feeling regret i guess..quite stupid huh??
LOL!!
yup 2 more days!!! my braces gonna leave me...soon..i will miss my braces veri veri much..
i mean miss those days wif my braces...=)

gonna love u 4ever....no matter where i go...wat i m talking...our memorise always make me thinks of u... maybe it's not really a 'broken memory'

miss&<<33>