Changes everywhere...what can i do??

there is sumthing...
the distance seems longer between us...my seniors...or maybe my friend..
haix....i cant make the hole back to it normal shape...
there will scar...=((
WAH~~`` I dun want tis 'LOVE' to Ever END!!!
=(((
Maybe i didn't know
How to show it?
And maybe i didn't
What to said?!
HAHA! my senior....
is all my fault....cant blame anyone...n cannot blame anyone at the same time...i shall leave 1 day...maybe she will come back..if i go she will come...cos i realised the reason today...
i shall really leave tis place one day...cos i m UESLESS!! i know she try her best...n i didint...
really i must go...le...it's time...They dun like me! i give up...i tried....but...i will bear my frenz...
so swisswinds...maybe i shall ....if not trombone sect will die....
as for Qms i dun wanna said anything...i dun belong there.....is like i m not transparent...
y?! i m also a person tat can help out!! Y! i m not a one issit?!
totally heartbroken n sad lar!

nothing els bahx......overall...i leave everything will be alright....issit?
=___(((
they don nid me as an Ass qm