Changes everywhere...what can i do??
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
heartbroken...i m a heartbreaker...

there is sumthing...
the distance seems longer between us...my seniors...or maybe my friend..
haix....i cant make the hole back to it normal shape...
there will scar...=((
WAH~~`` I dun want tis 'LOVE' to Ever END!!!
=(((
Maybe i didn't know
How to show it?
And maybe i didn't
What to said?!
HAHA! my senior....
is all my fault....cant blame anyone...n cannot blame anyone at the same time...i shall leave 1 day...maybe she will come back..if i go she will come...cos i realised the reason today...
i shall really leave tis place one day...cos i m UESLESS!! i know she try her best...n i didint...
really i must go...le...it's time...They dun like me! i give up...i tried....but...i will bear my frenz...
so swisswinds...maybe i shall ....if not trombone sect will die....
as for Qms i dun wanna said anything...i dun belong there.....is like i m not transparent...
y?! i m also a person tat can help out!! Y! i m not a one issit?!
totally heartbroken n sad lar!

nothing els bahx......overall...i leave everything will be alright....issit?
=___(((
they don nid me as an Ass qm

- let it be

Sunday, May 28, 2006
tis lyrics is 4 u

tis lyrics is 4 u
'If u come back'

C'mon c'mon
Yeah
Can you feel me?
(Baby can you feel me?)
I've got something to say
Check it out
For all this time
I've been lovin' you girl
Oh yes
I have
And ever since the day
You left me here alone
I've been trying to find
Oh, the reason why
So if I did
Something wrong
Please tell me I wanna understand
'Cause I don't want
This love to ever end

And I swear
If you come back
Here's my life Baby, till the end of time
(Come back to meCome back to meHere's my life)
And I swear
I'll keep you right
By my side
'Cause baby You're the one
I want(Come back to meCome back to meHere's my life)
Oh yes you are
I watched you go
You've taken
My heart with you
Oh yes you did
Every time
I tried to reach you
On the phone
Baby you're never there
Girl you're never home
So if I did something wrong
Please tell meI wanna understand
'Cause I don't wantThis love to ever endNo, no, no, no

I swearIf you come back
Here's my life Baby, till the end of time
(Come back to meCome back to meHere's my life)
And I swear
I'll keep you right
By my side
'Cause baby You're the one I want
(Come back to meCome back to me Here's my life)
Oh yes you are
Maybe I didn't know
How to show it
And maybeI didn't know
What to say
This timeI won't, this time
Then we canBuild our lives
Then we can Be as one

I swear
If you come back
Here's my lifeBaby, till the end of time
(Come back to meCome back to meHere's my life)
Oh yeah
And I swearI'll keep you right
By my side
'Cause baby You're the one I want
(Come back to meCome back to me)
Oh yes you are

And I swear
If you come back
Here's my lifeBaby, till the end of time
(Come back to meCome back to meHere's my life)
Oh yeah
And I swear
I'll keep you right
By my side

- let it be

Thursday, May 25, 2006
wadd the...damn pissed lar...

WALAU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SADDED!!!!!!!!!!!
i m sOOOOOOOOOOOO excited...INthe end?!!!!
my BRACES is NOT FULLY REMOVED!!!!
WAH~~~````!!! only the upper only...
AH~~~~``` SAD!!! saD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SADDED!!!!
=((((
HAIX!!!! I NID TO WAITING AGAIN!!! 27 day more days ah!! wad the...
AH~~~~````!!!!!!! =X
feel LIKE SHOUTING LIKE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All i wish always nv come true in time...
Y like tat!!! =(
my lower braces is still wif me...damn pissed off...dun wanna tok le!!!! AH!!!!!!!!
everytime....like de,....i must wait veri LONG! y i m always the one!!!!!!!!!!
QI SI WO LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pissed off....

- let it be

Tuesday, May 23, 2006
yeah yy done a gd job=)

hoho~`` can U believe i actually said WALAU to HIM today!!!
HAHA!! tis is my 1st time shouting tis word to him...=)
Nah..yy is not proud here ok?! although i sound so...
but i m still so called 'happie'anw, i m not tat happie k...
lol... i m crapping here sia...lol!!!
seriously...xing gu ni le... xing gu le...
facing tis kind of person...which is ME!
i hate u lar..=)
LOL....not is opposite..???
ya...obviously it is =DDD
i m....just...hving sumthing inside my mind...
hahahaha!!!!
jiu shi ni zhi de wo ai...zhi de wo qu dai wo de xin+DD
really damn pissed off to myself...cos i m sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
SILLY!!! S-I-L-L-Y!!!!!!!! SILLY!!!!
argh...bai chi woa... HAIYA!!! IM sleepy le la...lol
AHHH!!! i m CRAZY!!!

tata~~~``` sweet dreams pple....gonna sleep le woa!!! =DDD

- let it be

Monday, May 22, 2006
how about us?

ok...today tricia came back to sch...
i m thinking tat...she come back to class is a gd thing or a bad thing?
i wonder at times...hmm...
aiya it's complicate to think so much all over again,
-firstly i shall said i dun know who is she
-secondly i dun know whether she is my classmates a not?
-thirdly i can forget but i cannot forgive...strange huh?
-fourthly i know i cannot hate her...
-over all i know she dun wan to b like tat wan...

today i m sleeping n slacking in class like hell!!! LOL!...
there is no teacher coming into the classroom.. wee~~~~``
hahax..
but classroom damn noisy sia..
btw today Mr Gan lesson..we were cleaning our tables in class...cos we actually mess up our table -.-''
wahaahahaha!! tis wat 2N2 always do!!
=p
ok...quite fun cleaning our tables!! it's better than hving lesson i guess..hehehex..=DD

then..when home straight after sch!! hahax i so guai woa..=)
mummy n jie was shock!!! LOL!
cos normally i reach home in the evening or the nite =))..hahax..just from tis yr onwards...from
januray...after the end...hehex...
dad n mum was always the one tat worries me most...
sorry=( i just dun feel like going home..
cos...i...dun hv the feeling of 'home' in my house , my family..
as my parent always reach home ard 8++...or even 11++ 4 dad..
hahax..sumtimes i purposely go late..cos...i dun wan to go...and face a house without my mum n dad..
it's quite sad...they always turn up late..=(
dun really hv gatherings wif them..
esp. my father... he work so hard sia..<<33>

all bcos of me... tats y i cant smile as much as b4...i shall listen to them at the veri veri first...
no point feeling regret i guess..quite stupid huh??
LOL!!
yup 2 more days!!! my braces gonna leave me...soon..i will miss my braces veri veri much..
i mean miss those days wif my braces...=)

gonna love u 4ever....no matter where i go...wat i m talking...our memorise always make me thinks of u... maybe it's not really a 'broken memory'

miss&<<33>

- let it be

Saturday, May 20, 2006
y! Y!!!!!!

HAix....y !? Y!?
Y?!!!! wanna change!!! =(((
i dun wan....pls dun...i can't imagine wat i will become when tis happen.....

seriously i swear! if u come back....i pr0mise everyhing will be alrite...
but...u wun come back anymore rite?
i dun wanna see the kind of saddy moody u again...

if u come back into my life..i will stay alive...
but i dun wan u to come back...
all tis is just 'if' ...
if u come seriously come back...then sumthing must b wrong...

pissed off...nothing...i shall disappear from my world bah..=)

- let it be

Friday, May 19, 2006
haiz...didn't expect

-.-''' haix...Y almost everyone look so moody today =(
sadded...only pass 4 sub...maybe...eng will pass?
wahaha!!!but i didn't expect he didn't do it... i thought he will do better when we ended up our relationship.... sorry i was wrong...
hoho...silly me..wat m i think...he is not doing tis cos of me?! LOL!!!
hahax...if it is real...how gd will it be...=(
at least i know tat i m not the only one tat is......
haix..nvrm la.. it's over...but y sumtime i m still thinking of it?
hahax...

i m thinking of him....if i m not..i believe i can gt a bit better =)

today sect...thanx her! thanx! thanx 4 being in trombone sect! i will worker harder!!!
i know tat u r not tat diff to communicate anymore... it's easy =))
n i didn't hate u b4... seriously!!!! =DDD i know it's 4 our own gd...i will work harder..promise?

everybody jia you!!! if ur result is bad...work harder!!!! jia you!!!
JIA YOU!!!! WOOO!!!!! Hahahaha!!!!
dun feel stress k? gt yy ngo!!! NO BODY SHALL B SAD IN MY WORLD LAR!!!!
WAHAHAHA!!!!!!

- let it be

Thursday, May 18, 2006
nothing to said...

haiz....=(
I have nothing to said...
juzleavemealone=((

i lost almost everything....my relatioship my world, my life n my spirit...
where i belong? obviously not in tis world...
a world of route tat was chosen by me...=(((

i m so glad i didn't cried...tis tells me tat...i m not tat weak anymore=)
trust myself...i can...i really can=)

i m vomiting now...sorry....not feeling as gd...
seriously im vomiting inside my mouth...just dun wanna throw out...=((
feeling bad @.....
band tml...jia you=)

- let it be

Wednesday, May 17, 2006
eee...

eee..!! my results sucks to hell man..
5 papers was given back today!!
n...i ONLY pass 3!! how darn m3 lor!!
argh...i pass chi, maths n art -.-'''
LOL!!! my art was 71 4 overall!!! the best can gt i guess..
my maths...haiix...just pass...only...52!!! damn me sia..
chi~~`` aiya tat irritate me most lor...the marks like keep dropping like hell...
cant aim 4 express chi le la....ony 66!!! ah~~~`` last time still gt 70 plus wan lor...

chao lau shi was disappointed wif me..hiax...tis is not wat i wan i guess...
i feel veri sad lor...see my result all so... ALL I can said was HAIX!!

so regret so sad..can't smile anymore..sory...i cant
my brain stop functioning...too many things in my brain...
he occupied the most...HAHA!!! feel like
SHOUTING TO HELL !!! SCEARMING TO HELL~~~~~```
BUT...but....y i dun dare to? haiyo....

i m SILLY dUN U GUYS AGREE???
LOLX!!! MUAHAHAHA!!!! if u thinks at i m happie then u r an idoit!
WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~``````
I M NOT CRAZY!!!! i m just an idoit tat not even worth being one...or rather said tat
i m worst than an idoit!!!

i m talking to myself...
Myself is nothing....was nothing.....
in my world....i m smaller than an ant...but i hv a heart to support me! i will learn!! one day...
i HATE the word 'BUT'
since i know him...haix...

- let it be

Tuesday, May 16, 2006
break away! i finally found the lyrics! horray!

Finally here comes my lyrics!! i found it!! hooray~~```
lyrics r meaningful! to me! hehex =)

BREAKAWAY(lyrics)

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray) I could breakaway

[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

[Chorus]
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

- let it be

Monday, May 15, 2006
yuan lai...haix..

Yuan lai.. ni zhai....
haix...wo nan gou ni bu dong...
wo xu yao ni....nan dao ni bu dong!!!...

nibuzhidewoai....
keshiwohenaini..
aishinile..

Kill me pls...
happie wun cure..tatingury in my heart..deep in my heart...
u r rite i shoulden come to swiss cottage secondary..
but...if i dun..how would i know u guys?! such gd frenz..
although i always feels sad...but tis is my choice, what can i do?!

i will feel sad whenecer i see him...his face...just his face

haix...end...

- let it be

Sunday, May 14, 2006
my old pix

i KnoW how to use my scaner!!!
my old pix wif them!!! WE~~~~``` nice nice pix! x)

kbox gang!

kbox gang 2!!!!

kbox gang 3!! love them!! muacks!!

mi jas nic jun~~``taken last yr=)

us again~`=DD

again!
wahaha!

taken on joan b'dea~~``hehex!! <<33 la ="DD"

again!! Hahahaha!!~~``

mii n fy hehehe...heaven=)

- let it be

heys...breakaway..=))

hey! breakaway~~`` my blog song!! nice huh?
hehex.. haix...
lol...

so DAMN boring~~~~~~```=((

haiyoyo...
gu ye le...i miss swimming lar....
tml there is ORAL!!! argh!! seriously exam hven over lor..
i dun care lah...exam hven over...hven over lor..
to me! =/
stupid m3 still so happie?"
haha!!!
wahahahaha....

breakaway!~~~~!~~~~! everything seems breakaway.....
sian man....
from tat day onwards everyhing breakaway cos of....=(
HAHAHA!!!!! y talk so long again sia....

arh....smile~~~~~```` i gone crazy...hey...tell me! what shall i do??

hey hey... heart fly...

?????
LOL~~~ wat m i talking here..
haha..
okok..
one thing i must said is i m caring too much m i??
WAHAHAHAAHAHA~~ i dun know...

btw tue will b fun!!!!!!!!! WEE~~~~~```
KBOX KBOX KBOX~~~~```!!!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHa~~~ gonna sing like hell play like hell once again man!!
LOL~~``=DDD<<<3333
u guys r0x tat day...hope it rox once again...
hahaha!!!!
xDDDD

bb gonna stop here...

Ooops!! one more thing! HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!! MUMMY LOVE U LOTS N LOTS N LOTS!!!
WAHAHAHAH!!!

- let it be

Friday, May 12, 2006
haix...not fair...

my second post 4 today...
Haix....not fair lor..
siianx............=/
ya...it's ok to feel tis way i guess...
hahaha.....
=)
um....seriously the first thing to said is...i dun know happen to me...
just now...juz a few mins ago.....i felt that exam hven over yet...
there is still exam...i was like wanting to buy assenment book...!!!! to revise..
exam is not over yet!!??!!!! issit?!! haix....
dun know...but seriously exam is over...
but i dun think so....

my mind is still telling me i m still hving exam...n others pple r not...
m i crazy?? haha...i dun know?
exam exam exam!!! i word exam is still in my mind....
how can it be???
haixx...=(((
hven over la...

rite??? RITE??
wahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i crazy!!!!!! HAAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

i m a crazy gerl cos of nothing...not u anymore...but i feel so strange...
so not myself.....
wat canm i do....sobx....sobbing..makes the most difference 4 me..
hahaha!!!!

- let it be

WEEE~~~``` ytd so damn fun lor!! Wahaha love u guys!!! muacksSs!!

ytd!!! yes is ytd!!!
weee~~~``` when orchard with joan eleanor derry weiting small nicholas jiong han n yisin!!!~~~~``
Hahaha we hv A LOT OF FUN IN KBOX man!!!!!
LOL!!!!!
at first we wanna go watch movie...cos we dun know wat to watch...
so..we ended up going KBOX!!!!!!
wahahaha!!! i LOVE KBOX man!!!
we was like jumping singing shouting there weee~~~
so damn fun lor....love u guys so much....
muacksSss

she bangs r0x!!!!
n the zhnag xin...err....so creepy... derry said there is ghost in the mtv!!! 0_O"''''
OMG!!!!the window automanic close.....
....
HAHAHA!!!!!
jay~~~```so shuai!!! haha...dote him la...
his song r0x man...
haha...

HEY!!!! THX GUYS!!!! MUACKSSS~~~~~~~```
U GUYS SINGING RAWKS MY WORLD!!!!!
LOVE U GUYS TO DEATH , TO CORE!!!!!! xDDDDD
KBOX!!!! ROX TOO!!!!!
most importantly....
U GUYS HIGHLIGHT MY DAYS!!!! THNX!!!!
<<<3333##>

- let it be

Monday, May 08, 2006
liar...

i hate u!!!!
liar!!!! you TRICIA KOH KAI LING!!!!
u tis liar.... we frenz r so worry 4 u...n...n..n u did tis to us!!!
u treats us like idiots...
R u happie???
i believe r not rite?
orh...no...i shoulden't believe u anymore!!! how can u do tis to us...
i think from today onwards..i wun believe anything much from u....

ALL THOSE DOMESTIC PARTNER R ALL NOT TRUTH!!!!
ONLY... I THE IDIOT N MY FRENZ IN 2N2 BELIEVE!!!!!!!
STUPID ME!!!=___((

but...i will still treat as fren ltr.... i believe....

ok...went mac after exam wif...
joan, eleanor, jiong han, nicholas liu ,derry, justin n james~~~~``!!!
jus when wen off half way through...
my cutie junior...lol...
when there hv breakfast... and then crap crap crap like hell lar they....
i was frozen by them...0_O''''''too cold....
Lol...but they veri fun lar...
love them so much...wahahaha!!!
ok...i think i m the most crappy over here now..updating....

um...another thing is.....

um...dun worry....although i dun know when i can 4gt him....
but eleanorr thnx...sorry too....=(

FEELING BETTER!!!! TALK OUT MY THING
IN MY BLOGSPOT!!!! Weee~~~```` i LOVE BLOGGING
LOL!!! ARGH... I SO GREEDY LOVE SO MANY THINGS...SO FLIRT???
WAHAHAHA!!! I LOVE EVERYTHING!!!! I LOVE EVERYONE!!!!=DDD
i love u as well.....

- let it be

Friday, May 05, 2006
is getting nearer.....

is getting nearer... i m more n more scared.....
confused....they left the domestic couple...
n now...nichole...
who is next??
who will b next??
i wonder....i wonder will it b me??
i wonder......if it is...i dun mind...let it be then....
i m terrified...saw my friends....getting on to it one by one....
i m seriously scared, confused....feel like crying....
y???
y lah???
i was... i felt so innocent for them....
come to me...come to me spirit....
just come to me if u nid....pls.....
they hv enough i guess....i dun understand...seriously dun understand at all....
haiix....
it's so complicated....
my life added up to more ????????
i wan know y.......

how is tis world like........
HOW???
=___(((
i shout cos of my friends...
i realized.... i love my friends....
not hate...not at all....is juz dun feel happy to lose....
same thing...as my senior...i dun think i hate her...
not at all....i love everyone of them....just tat i nv express it out....
is in my heart...deeply in my heart....n lock up....
i let it be it...

cos i believe...only my heart tell the ture....the veri truth.....of myself....
my world......
i dun mind...it is coming nearer...cos everyone is is world hv their own bad n gd....
so i believe seriously , trully believe...
elieve my heart, my soul....but...they seems to be telling i m still...
loving him

God blessed.....them pls....****=___(((

- let it be

Thursday, May 04, 2006
innocent them...wad happened to them??? why let them torture?? why???domestic partner is wrong??

hey why???
why....y make them torture??
domestic partner??? is not their fualt...y torture them???
it's exam time ...Y?!!!! they r my friends....
T n A yyy????
Y!!!!!Y!!!!!!Y!!!!!! tis is not wat they wan i believe....
they dun wan to be tat way.....they dun wan!!!
sorry alloy....shot so loud at u....but who r u ???
All those thing.....GO AWAY LAH!!!!! STOP DISTURBING MY BROTER!!!!!!!!
N MY FRIEND....
pls...dun......if u wan come to me...i dun mind...not them...pls....
dun!!!! pls!!!!=___(
they dun deserve tis.....

hope god blessed them...pls...
hope everything will be alright....god blessed tricia n alloyious....pls....
blessed the domestic partner....pls....=(

- let it be

Wednesday, May 03, 2006
it's gonna be pressure

okok...
today...sci! argh!!! seriously it is...
VERI HARD!!!!! haix...100% percent fail...-.-
hehex =DDD
hope will pass bahx...
hope god blessed me tis yr...=/

tml...is.....eng paper 2! n chi as well...
okok gonna bulk up....
but nothing much to study!! or rather said there is nothing to study...
um....i can really pass my eng tis time round...
haiix...seriously it's gonna be perssure...
i shall not hv a betterlife bahx...
not gonna add any more oil for myself.... will grow fat man!! LOLX!!!!
okok jkjk lah...i will jia you onwards NOT! backwards!!!!>.<''''
Hahax....

i want to empty my mind....stop thinking bout...
i cant 4gt....i cant lied...i know i realized i didn't give up since the starts...
all i said was just so fake....it's my fualt i shall said, i cant lied to myself...
but i know i cant lied to u guys...everyone....
but not myself....
if u r smart, u must i hv know i still love u.....
i don't want to patch..i just want to be friend wif u, gd friend once again wif u....=(((

God doesn't blessed me from the day i born....
i shall blessed-myself then...=)
smiles~~~`` for mee? for u...=DDD

- let it be

YiYing(claire)


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