Changes everywhere...what can i do??

Ya....it's the progress.....is the progress tat i want to be...
seriously....y everythings go so wrong nowadays....
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my frenship.....my own prob on myself....
it's seem to be so little...but soo diff to solve?!
wat i can do is just run run run run run!!!!
but obviously not run away from it anymore!!!
cos i hv no way run...i can only run forward...tis is wat i expect from myself...
i will only push pple up to the top....helping pple...is my first job...
secondly....i wan to hv confidence...i must build my confidence...
all else i cant make it....she is very right...
i hv not been caring....so...from now i will try to gain back everything she wants from me...
seriously....i never blame her b4....=)
i understand the process i m gonna go through for my future....
it's for my own gd....i know no one is selfish...i believe now....

i believe watever***
cos of her....cos of him...i will guai guai....
i m doing tis is not only for u guys....but oso myself....

i believe.....i believe in myself most now.....=_)

i m not gonna run away anymore....