Changes everywhere...what can i do??

i wan peace=((...
why i m always sick.....y cant i look after myself properly without anyone with me???
y? Y????='(((
ok....my leg is swollen....for so 5 days!!! SICK!!!!!!!!
haix....ok i m gonna c a doctor today....is me tat make it worse...cause i actually force myself to hv ET today without telling anyone..LOL....
Cos i thought excerise will actually make my leg less pain...but...who knows -.-
i m actually making it worst...=/
nvrm....i shall c the doctor again...siianx...

Exam gonna come!!!! hope my is better tis year...i promise i must do well tis....
but not worst....
maybe i shall put everything aside during my exam period...so i can concentrate well....
can't be always thinking of him....

i wanna 4gt...but how??? so sadded....can't even 4gt a person...seriously it is not easy at all.....=(((****
i can't let go...seriously i can't...cos i m CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!=<
i m too crazy over him..........