Changes everywhere...what can i do??

um....band today...
so tired...so siianz..
-.-
haix! MISS FLUTE IN BAND!!!!!
if we cant find it....everyone is gonna pay for it....
$36!!!! =/
hope we can find the lost flute... n the person tat stolen it!!!!!!
my life is more n more tired....frustrated....
he scolded by mr chew today....i think he deseversed it....
its truth he nid to be scolded!!!! although i know it wun go through his brain....
he is juz so stubborn!!!!
haiix....i hv nothing to said but juz to accept it...
but...at the same time...my heart break....seriously...even he deseversed....
i cant.... i still cant...=(

ok...my flu is better....
my voice actually changed!!
it hv been 6 months.....
i like him tat long.... minus away....3 months...
3 months.....3 months!!! n i still cant let go....
haixx.....feeling quite sad.....i need more time i guess....
but i know there is sumone waiting for me.... waiting 4 my answer for ard 9 months...
n i cant...give him...cos i dun like him....juz dun hv the feeling....=/
n i wun start a new wan....when i hven forget the one i m hving now...
btw...i dun feel like hving any now.....juz too sick, too regret....too scared....

CCA stand down... i dun know whether i shld b happie a not...

i want to clam down 4 tis time of period....throw away everything in my mind....
the best is.....i can 4get him...n juz b frenz once again.....=)
aaron ong.....beat me down....my world down.....he is the first n last wan.....

=_(
regret, begging 4 forgivness.....my world fell down....is myself...my world....
my world...blogspot......is where i trully belong.....