Changes everywhere...what can i do??
Friday, April 28, 2006
i cant concentrate bcos of u....

ya....today is the first paper...
eng n chi compo...
feeling so siian....can't even concentrate!!!!=((
cos of u!!! u u u u u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haiix!!!!!!!!!! feeling quite sick now.....
sick of myself...
everytime thinking about u...

i know i cant 4gt u...i m just lying to myself, my frineds, my senior....

i love u so deeply......y m i lying?? why???
haixx sick of myself....trying to help...he juz dun bother me.....
all i hope is to be ur friend!!! not only ur ass!!!!!
i m just beside u....n u did notice me!!!

- let it be

Monday, April 24, 2006
i wan peace=(

i wan peace=((...
why i m always sick.....y cant i look after myself properly without anyone with me???
y? Y????='(((
ok....my leg is swollen....for so 5 days!!! SICK!!!!!!!!
haix....ok i m gonna c a doctor today....is me tat make it worse...cause i actually force myself to hv ET today without telling anyone..LOL....
Cos i thought excerise will actually make my leg less pain...but...who knows -.-
i m actually making it worst...=/
nvrm....i shall c the doctor again...siianx...

Exam gonna come!!!! hope my is better tis year...i promise i must do well tis....
but not worst....
maybe i shall put everything aside during my exam period...so i can concentrate well....
can't be always thinking of him....

i wanna 4gt...but how??? so sadded....can't even 4gt a person...seriously it is not easy at all.....=(((****
i can't let go...seriously i can't...cos i m CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!=<
i m too crazy over him..........

- let it be

Wednesday, April 19, 2006
It's the progress...it me....

Ya....it's the progress.....is the progress tat i want to be...
seriously....y everythings go so wrong nowadays....
=(
my frenship.....my own prob on myself....
it's seem to be so little...but soo diff to solve?!
wat i can do is just run run run run run!!!!
but obviously not run away from it anymore!!!
cos i hv no way run...i can only run forward...tis is wat i expect from myself...
i will only push pple up to the top....helping pple...is my first job...
secondly....i wan to hv confidence...i must build my confidence...
all else i cant make it....she is very right...
i hv not been caring....so...from now i will try to gain back everything she wants from me...
seriously....i never blame her b4....=)
i understand the process i m gonna go through for my future....
it's for my own gd....i know no one is selfish...i believe now....

i believe watever***
cos of her....cos of him...i will guai guai....
i m doing tis is not only for u guys....but oso myself....

i believe.....i believe in myself most now.....=_)

i m not gonna run away anymore....

- let it be

Saturday, April 15, 2006
argh...flu again...=((( at least i can talk...

um....band today...
so tired...so siianz..
-.-
haix! MISS FLUTE IN BAND!!!!!
if we cant find it....everyone is gonna pay for it....
$36!!!! =/
hope we can find the lost flute... n the person tat stolen it!!!!!!
my life is more n more tired....frustrated....
he scolded by mr chew today....i think he deseversed it....
its truth he nid to be scolded!!!! although i know it wun go through his brain....
he is juz so stubborn!!!!
haiix....i hv nothing to said but juz to accept it...
but...at the same time...my heart break....seriously...even he deseversed....
i cant.... i still cant...=(

ok...my flu is better....
my voice actually changed!!
it hv been 6 months.....
i like him tat long.... minus away....3 months...
3 months.....3 months!!! n i still cant let go....
haixx.....feeling quite sad.....i need more time i guess....
but i know there is sumone waiting for me.... waiting 4 my answer for ard 9 months...
n i cant...give him...cos i dun like him....juz dun hv the feeling....=/
n i wun start a new wan....when i hven forget the one i m hving now...
btw...i dun feel like hving any now.....juz too sick, too regret....too scared....


CCA stand down... i dun know whether i shld b happie a not...

i want to clam down 4 tis time of period....throw away everything in my mind....
the best is.....i can 4get him...n juz b frenz once again.....=)
aaron ong.....beat me down....my world down.....he is the first n last wan.....

=_(
regret, begging 4 forgivness.....my world fell down....is myself...my world....
my world...blogspot......is where i trully belong.....

- let it be

Wednesday, April 12, 2006
ya....i m not giving up said cheese!

said cheese!!!

ok i m not giving up ok?!
Yes....band pract ytd... is me feeling not well again...
then she thought i diao her -.-lll
i was so shock!!!
Nvrm....it's ok...
is over already.... hope i can born well with her once again...
like those day we hv been...=)

my flu is from bad to worst....
But i m still going swimming lesson tml...yeah!!
swimming is fun!!!
Hooray!!
there is band on sat!!! Ok!!! I gonna go no matter i m sick or not...
I m going for band!! cos CCA gonna stand down....so sad...=((
Haiix.....cant really hang out with my CCA friends...

Exam coming in 2 weeks!!! everybody JIA YOU!!! do ur best!!!

hehehe...gtg le... playing pokemon!!! haha i so childish....
Fire Red!!!=p

bye

- let it be

Monday, April 10, 2006
ya my last post 4 today....

yes... my time is up...we ended up not friends....is him...
I LOST a friend....cos i know i didnt do it.... AARON
Haix...no point feeling sad i know....
tis is a promise.... a promise means a promise....
haix...=(((
Nvrm...tml is another start of my day...no senior for 3rd stand....3rd trombone....
I believe i can do it... i dun wanna disappiont my sect anymore...
xjun hv pass out i believe she dun wan anything to happened...all i can do is...to try my best....
Jia you Yiying!!! U can do it!!!
XJUN SAKI I MISS U GUYS!!!!N other sec 4s senior!!!

so sad....=__(((
i can do it!!..i must be strong!! learn to b...
=))
bye....

- let it be

picx


um....=x

them....edited by m3=)

- let it be

haix sad...senior pass out=((


mii n jun...
i will miss her...=(
saki as well!

ytd is SWISS SENERADE!!!! Is quite succeeful i guess...=)
i muz Jia you!!!!!!!!!

they r great.....

<<33>wo bu shi ying xiong...ying wei wo dong de ji mo....=))

i muz jia you f0r the rest of the days i m going through wif my section...
=DDD
miss my seniors, <333 my seniors lots!!!! x___)

- let it be

ya my last post 4 today....

- let it be

Saturday, April 01, 2006
alin!!! apirl fool!! i m a fo0l!!!


alin!!!
her song r0x man!!! wow!!!
omg!!! adores so much!!! muacksSs!!!
lol...>.<
shi lian wan siu!!! wowo~~` i agree!!!
......=/
apirl fool!! today!! cant gt fool anyone...=(
Not fun wan....lol...jk jk la...=))
feel so angry but happy today!!!
UGRH!!!! wat's his , whenever i step into the Qms room! he always argue wif me!! wats his PROBLEM??!!!
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IRRITATED!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE IT LOH!!!!!!!! =X
i love, i hate!!!! wat's my problem too!!!
OMG!!! I m seriously CRAZY!!! PISS OFF MAN!!!!
Who???
who???can tell me tat sentence again i beg 4 so long??
who???

the sentence: Not matter wad i will always be there 4 you....as my brother......='(

i hate those days arguing wif u***='(, believe no one feels gd bout it...
no matter wat u argue back to me only...not others...its obvious....dun tell me is not anymore i dun listen...
=(( believe me i will go crazy cos of u one day..if tis continue...=((

- let it be

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