Changes everywhere...what can i do??

Hey....my cup of water shall not pour out anymore...
um....i dun wan to lose...i dun wan!! i can do it...juz tat i dun wan to do it...
i do it in purpose...
i will onli win when i put in effort...
i dun wan to lose any friend liao...i can do it!!!!
Ya!! i realised sumthing....i nv lost my spirit...i juz lose myself..
i can find my way out if i seek 4 it ....n i believe i will tis once last time...
i know i m stress now...but i willl not be stress when i do all the things tat my senior wan...all i wan is to win...NOT LOSE!!!!!!!!!!
Tats the way!!! i remember....thanx...4 him***
although u r not my friend now....but u will b one after 3 weeks...
tis were the amount of time i m giving myself...
push push push push push!!!! i will do it...No but no why...
only a YES n NO i m gonna said now!!!!!!!!!
walk off is yy ngo**** thnx=)))
i m BACK!!! tml...
No tears, no stress but juz excitement n fun!!!!
hahaha!!!!wee~~~``LOL!!!