Changes everywhere...what can i do??

[090306]thursday
lesson was sian man...
haiix...No maths, no patrick...lol...he veri funny...nvrm...i juz ifeel tat i will fail me maths if him continue teach me..haha..
I still dun understand why m i in band 1 4 maths lesson..
all my result 4 maths was juz border linee...-.-''''
nvrm...i juz nid to buck up...i guess=))
ya...history lesson was juz the same...i DIDN'T pay attention in class always..
poor mr seng...haiix..-.-lll
i juz copy blindly all the notes on the white board... lol...
realised i m wasting my time doing tat....
nvrm..i shall read throught it then...=))

gt my Progess report today!!!!
ya...SAME SAME Thingy AGAIN!!!
MY history result suck to my limit..15/100
haiix..
i fail 2 subjects..his n sci..=((
then the rest..is juz no better...
only my eng n lit is my higest score 65/100
so shock...-.=
cant imagine my eng is actually better than my chinese..lol...
i chinese only 50 plus..border line!!!
last yr is 80 plus de!!! wat happen to me!!!
haiix..it's ok is him i know ...but i wun let tis kind if thing to happen again...

[100306]friday
today there is band...
jas take me n yipping sectional...
my sounds sucks..trying change it but didint manage to do it..but i must still try..believe i can do it..
althought i hv no confidence... but i must learn to hv some...

after buy band go buy somebody's b'dea pesent...=))
love to buy present 4 pple..
and especially..make the b'dea card urself 4 the person is fun!!
Thanx!! eleanor!!! pei me to buy the persent!!! thanx lots!! muackzz!!! l<<333>
lol... then went home after tat...reach home ard 8 plus...

[110306]saturday
today...band...
siian...-.-dun feel like saying anything much today...i m tired..feel 4 2 hours when i reach home immediately...wake up by my mummy at 6 plus ba..
damn tired..feel like sleeping the whole day long long...4eva dun wake up..
if i dun wake,
i wun hv to fan..
i can slack like hell,
i avoid everyhting...
life is juz sleeping to me...which i dun feel like doing it....now...
i hv to wake up...
xj gonna past out in 1 month...
i hv to work hard...i dun care whether there is pressure now a not,,,
the most is i wan to do is to let xj to be happie..i wan her to smile~`..tats all...=)))

sorry...my ususal words.....sorry....