Changes everywhere...what can i do??

today...
perform..4 assembly...
go alloy's house again...
haiix...4 get to bring my PE shirt...cant manage to swim with them...sadded...=((
Nvrm...

quite fun lah...
N today's assembly was so-called so siian to me...cos i hv no feelings anymore...no feeling at all le...
but i know who i still love***
it's ok if no one cares mii...pple dun nid to bothers mii much wad...
=)))

i wan to ask myself a Qns...
a same old stupiid thing again...Am i HAPPIE??
Can anybody tell mii the ans?
i m stress...i m not...yiying..
the yiying tat i m...is...always helping my mummy to do housework, to do wadever she wants mii to do...
but now..who im??
i realli dun know...
No ones is telling me an answer...
i m obviously...lying to myself again..n always..lying...
my back hurts...nowadays...seriously...hurt..no one actually bother mii...
wo zhai ren zhu wo de shan...no ones knows i m...
pls...i m enough of tat...i want sumone to cares...juz...sumone...='((
i dun wan to go 4 enrichment tis wed...cos my injury is cause by the rollar blade!!!
from...last wed till now...no improvement?! I gt difficulties doing ET!!!
zhen de hen xing ku....ke shi shui hui ming bai??

wo ren zhu lei shui...wang qian qu....mei ren lee wo...mei ren..ke lian wo....=__((
i realised i hate band...but becos of her*** i know i can do it!!!i believe i can!!!
=((((

ya....seriously...yy is dead.... bye le...

my funeral is held....is over...no one knows...except me...i m dead without peace ,without happiness...='(((