Changes everywhere...what can i do??

i love u.....

a pic replace my heart...
went to plaza pet centre today...
let me think of the time we hv been there in pet shop before...it was a very unforgettable memory..did u 4gt it?
i saw many cut3 doggies...
Aiya...tis r all memorise...u wun care bout it.....haixXx...tis is wad u told me...
u wun care le...wun care anymore le...
sadded....=(((
my plam..gt scar le.. dun know y like tat...

who can talk to me...i gt a lot of bro in my class...Ryu, leon n aloy....
but they juz cant replace u...cos only know me most...u care me most...before...
Can i give u an answer straight away...No one can replace u....
U r my only brother i wan.....seriously wan...but it is impossible to hv u back...
Who can let u know how i feel...u juz dun wan to....

Everything is oVer...but it is still in my heart...juz a precious memorise in my heart....i was thinking bout it every now n then....who can help me to tell him tis...=___((****

i m crying almost....s0rRy guys...i juz cant be as happie as b4....my hearts sinks....
sumthing hv lost........
i hate u ....but u r still the wan i like....

18th floors hell*** i m die*** i deserve it*** no one can actually know y..***
Onli fanyu....i hv done the most stupid things...is all my fualt....