Changes everywhere...what can i do??

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Seriously...i hv nothing to said anymore...

Ya....go visit derry's blog today??!
realised he did almost the same thing as eleanor..LOL!!!!!!!!
Hahahahahahahhahaahahaahaahahahah
ahahahhahahahaha..............
Hahaahahahaahaahhaahahahaahahahah
=.=lll
so i said seriously...
i m ODD***
LOL!!!
S0rry...eleanorr...no offence....
n derry.....

btw seriously...i m not saying u guys...is others.......x(

i know i sucks!!! hey if u feel like slapping me slap la...go ahead man!!!!!!!
my face will b waiting 4 u all.....

Ya...u guys do hv fun!!!
LOL!!

Um...
I m irritated , i m stress, i m frustrated....i hate sectionals time...i lost my freedom...
i lost everything...
im craZy...
No one actually wan to bother me...
cos i sucks!!!!!!!
LOL!!!
I m laughing!! OMG! i still can laugh!!!

i hv nothing to said anymore...but juz sleeping in my coffin

pls....=____(
I m going crazy....seriously... i m.....
i m pissed off...
its obvious....=___((

hey come on man....i feel like singing cyndi wang 's song( wo hui hao hao de) lol...
or i shall i change it to...(wo bu hui hao hao de)

siianz...tml there is rollar blade....
my injury hven recover..how to roll...
haiix...siian...

life is sucky!!! i wonder y m i like tat....
where is yiiying??!!!
i realli dun know......

pls dun look @ mii*** i gt fear****

- let it be

Monday, February 27, 2006

today...

today...
perform..4 assembly...
go alloy's house again...
haiix...4 get to bring my PE shirt...cant manage to swim with them...sadded...=((
Nvrm...

quite fun lah...
N today's assembly was so-called so siian to me...cos i hv no feelings anymore...no feeling at all le...
but i know who i still love***
it's ok if no one cares mii...pple dun nid to bothers mii much wad...
=)))

i wan to ask myself a Qns...
a same old stupiid thing again...Am i HAPPIE??
Can anybody tell mii the ans?
i m stress...i m not...yiying..
the yiying tat i m...is...always helping my mummy to do housework, to do wadever she wants mii to do...
but now..who im??
i realli dun know...
No ones is telling me an answer...
i m obviously...lying to myself again..n always..lying...
my back hurts...nowadays...seriously...hurt..no one actually bother mii...
wo zhai ren zhu wo de shan...no ones knows i m...
pls...i m enough of tat...i want sumone to cares...juz...sumone...='((
i dun wan to go 4 enrichment tis wed...cos my injury is cause by the rollar blade!!!
from...last wed till now...no improvement?! I gt difficulties doing ET!!!
zhen de hen xing ku....ke shi shui hui ming bai??

wo ren zhu lei shui...wang qian qu....mei ren lee wo...mei ren..ke lian wo....=__((
i realised i hate band...but becos of her*** i know i can do it!!!i believe i can!!!
=((((

ya....seriously...yy is dead.... bye le...

my funeral is held....is over...no one knows...except me...i m dead without peace ,without happiness...='(((

- let it be

...

ya mii...looking sad...=x

ya...mii dead....it's obvious....=__)

mii n sin=)) love xiao sin lots

mii n nicholas=))

tis pic r0x??x)

my friends....my soul...my spirit...i almost lost everything...n everyone...i m unless...he is correct...=((

- let it be

Sunday, February 26, 2006

u guys...how u guys do tat to mii

u guys..
u guys r0x..
i m sorry...

went out ytd after band to celebrate eleanorr birthday...with...
nic, derry, aaron,zheng shu,eleanorr(of cos),dawen,jocelyn,joan,julia,weiting n xueer...
i m left OUT! x)))
i m SO...HAPPIE ytd..lol...=DDD
yes..truthfully i m 'happie'...
they hv fun...but i didnt.
No offence by saying tis...
sorry to said tis to...

i realli didnt enjoy my day ytd...so wad...??...the most important is everyone does..i dun...
its ok..cos is mii onli...no offence...
They r FAKE***....
i m quiet...sumhow is c0s of him...
but no one realised it...
nvm...i dun wan to blame anyone or even offence anyone..
cos...i rather i m the only one tat's sad..than everyone...no offence realli NO OFFENCE!!!
they dun know i nid them...i nid him...they DUN KNOW!!!!!!!! I HATE IT MAN!!!!!

i m sad..
i m quiet..
i m fake...
i m the odd one..
i m normal...
the most important is i m not Yiying anymore..=___((

sorry....

I didnt went there with u guys ytd...i m walking towards the sea ytd...no one bothers to cares bout mii....
they juz wan mii to save them...not mii...
i dun want to lie to myself again...tat feeling SUCKS HELL!!!****

dun said i m bad hearted...is u guys tat force me to do tat....=/

- let it be

Sunday, February 19, 2006

arh...

HEY!!! Someone is so-called IRRITATING mii!!!!!>.<'''''

- let it be

Saturday, February 18, 2006

uselesS m3...i hatee

I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!! Can U guys believe tat i hate him?!!!
omg!! =O

YY NGO IS DIE TODAY...
her spirit is die today..

my spirit is die....
i dun know how to play tr0mb0ne..
i dun know...wad i m doing...how i feel...
i dun know who 's my friend?!!
they r making me to0 confused...=((

I m confused..

my spirit die....today...tats why i m not working well....um..is not well at all....=__(((***

- let it be

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

school sucks!!!

SCH SUCKS !!!!! LIKE HELL

- let it be

Sunday, February 12, 2006

my story..i m sad....

i feel afraid of everything....=(

hope u r there 4 m3...but r no longer there...

If i talk n i laugh too loud...it's bcos i'm trying to 4get tat i'm sad...

bullshit...

feel alone n sad....

i wish i had saved all the tears you made me cry so i can fucking drown you in them...

sumtimes we muz gt hurt in order to grow..we muz fall in order to know. sumtimes our visions clear only after our eyes r washed away with tears.....

all the bloodypaper...my fault...

msn talk 2...

i can tat i hate u...but i only love u.....

i will always love u....

don't worry i m fine....=_)

i keep blocking my eyes...but i cant block u out...

u think i m juz so tough... but i nv let u c i cry...

juz cos i smile doesnt mean i m happy...

l feel alone??? again??

i wish i was invisible as u make me feel...

alone....

ur pain is my sadness...

i m juz waiting 4 a better day...

u r still hurting me...

love can become sumone u hate...??

i know i m not easy to love...

i cant stop thinking bout him....

....=(

smile...trying...=/

ya..only u....

tats y i fall in love...
my story ends...we break..., i m sad....bye....

- let it be

Saturday, February 11, 2006

i know i love u the most....

i love u.....

a pic replace my heart...
went to plaza pet centre today...
let me think of the time we hv been there in pet shop before...it was a very unforgettable memory..did u 4gt it?
i saw many cut3 doggies...
Aiya...tis r all memorise...u wun care bout it.....haixXx...tis is wad u told me...
u wun care le...wun care anymore le...
sadded....=(((
my plam..gt scar le.. dun know y like tat...

who can talk to me...i gt a lot of bro in my class...Ryu, leon n aloy....
but they juz cant replace u...cos only know me most...u care me most...before...
Can i give u an answer straight away...No one can replace u....
U r my only brother i wan.....seriously wan...but it is impossible to hv u back...
Who can let u know how i feel...u juz dun wan to....

Everything is oVer...but it is still in my heart...juz a precious memorise in my heart....i was thinking bout it every now n then....who can help me to tell him tis...=___((****

i m crying almost....s0rRy guys...i juz cant be as happie as b4....my hearts sinks....
sumthing hv lost........
i hate u ....but u r still the wan i like....

18th floors hell*** i m die*** i deserve it*** no one can actually know y..***
Onli fanyu....i hv done the most stupid things...is all my fualt....

- let it be

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Watch 'i not stupid 2' again...

i go watch ' i not stupid 2 again'....
Didnt manage to cry tis time....
Go n wacth wif Nic, weiting n Audery @ lot 1
I n Nic share the popcorn.we keep eating the popcorn loh...then 30 mins ltr no popcorns left -.-
lolx...

Ok... Today start our enrichment!! Hooray!!!
Rollar Blading!!! R0x!!! But quite diff....but i m learning...
Fall down 3 times today sia... jia let woa...=((
Nvm I wun give up easily!!!
Rollar blading was like soo fun man....=D

So damn tired today.... reach home ard 9 plus???
I reach home soooo late when he is not with me...
but nvm....Still Feel sadd...
Ok...Not juz sadd....is worst again...feeling more painful my heart...
It seriously hurts...
Gonna die le...

I m getting more n more sad...day after day....no one cant help me...juz myself....but i cant....
it hurts***=((

- let it be

Monday, February 06, 2006

i lost my billabong pencil box....haizZz=((

Haiz...i lost my billabong pencil box tody...
sadded...=((
i m from a saddy...to the most sad sad saddy person le...=((
i dotes my pencil box lots leh...
s0 sadd....=__((

i sway....

the things happen like tat...
i found out when it was lost when i came back from my assembly todea...
i m misS sAddy...
cAll m3 tis...

i miss my pencil box...it my bao bei....
it is black in colour..it is billabong brand..it's dirty...y pple wan to stole my pencil box...=(((
haizzZzz....

Y m i always...the sway one...always a failure....
haizZz...
i m happie 4 one thing 4 today is.. my eng composition gt the highest in class...21/30...
it alot to m3 le...=DD
i will keep it up...
it was like omg!!! wad a miracle to m3...
i muz continue to work hard...but he let make wan to stop everytime...
haizZz...always him...
c0s he is the onli 1 tat i uesd to always trust...then now... haizzZzz....
feel damn saddy when i think of it...=((((

ya..my heart pain continue...it become deeper, more pain...n start to bleed...
i m die...seriously...i m...
do come 4 my funeral...
btw... no coffin...anyone can help me buy 1???
my heart is seriously veri pain..veri sad...veri weak....
i m not like tis last time... i m strong...
but now i m die....

A die person is blogging...
s0rRy 4 everything...
i m s0rry to him....s0rry....
Is not ur fault...is mine...sorry...=(((

my heart broke to pieces today....
s0rry...i m die =(((
6 feb 06 18:10pm.
s0rry...u guys is talking to a die person...he is correct...i m die....

- let it be

Sunday, February 05, 2006

omG!! joshua r0x!!!!

Yeah!! go watch ' i not stupid 2'!!!
Omg!! joshua ang so shaui!!!! the whole movie so nice!!!

JOSHUA ANG REallI R0X MAN!!!!!
So Cut3
So ShuAi
So NiC3??
So beNg!!!
So...R0x mY life!!!!
So j0shua aNg!!!!!
HAHA!!!!!

oMG...joshua realli is the most handsome boy i ever saw
he r0x he r0x he r0x!!!!
juz...dotes his action...n his appearence!!!!

i wan to watch 'i not stupid 2' again!!!!!!!
YeAh!!!! =p

ok...enough of tat...
i m to0 crazy over him...
=))

jia let...dun know do my homework already a not leh....
aiya...heck la....
dun know how to do....no one to ask...no one can teach me...onli....Mys3lf
haiya...Now my world onli left mii....
there is no more betterlife4me.....
c0s he left my world....
juz not used to it...
i hv him with m3 fr0m last september till 2 weeks ago...
juz cant used to the life without him helping m3...=((
haizZz...fr0m...bruter to stead??? to juz normal frenz.....
i shoulden started tis....
bruters is the best 4 m3 n him...
but i hv l0st such a gd bruter(brother)now...
i was s0 sadded now...
i know no matter wad i said now...is no used...no used at all....=___(((

wo tian tian tou zhai xi wang wo men ke yi hui dao yi qian.....

but i know tat tis is not impossible to happened anymore....totally not impossible...
No matter how i wish...he wun care...n the best bruter last time we seems to be wun come back anymore...
i sooo saddZzzZz to l0st such a gd bruters....
Wad i scared had happened to m3, tw0 weeks ago...=(((

wo tian tian tou zhai ren zhe lei...
=___((
nobody knows i m sadzZz=)
cos i smile in front of them always....

my heart is getting more n more pain.day by day...=__((
Nobody is helping m3.....
maybe there is sum...juz tat i dun know...
s0rRy to said tat...

bb....=(((

- let it be

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Hatee miiself........!!!!!

I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! BTW WISH U GUYS A happie happie chu si chu si new new year year!!!!!
Okok...Go back to OMG!!!!!!!!!!
I was...HaizZzzZzzZZzzzZzz......I nv learnt a thing today....
I realli dun wish to hv no mood....like tat i cant pay attention in class!!!!! It is such A OMG OMG new new year year!!!!??? i so si bai!!!! OMG!!!!! Wah piang aye.....
Aiya...cant continue not paying attention wan loh....seriously i cant loh...
I know my result 4 my class test liao... It was again OMG!!OMG!!! OMG!!!!! So terrible!!!
My Chinese mark was like jumping down from a building!!!!
I onli get 29 1/2/50!!!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
N my sci test i onli get 13/35!!!! Again i must OMG!!!!!!!
TOday is a OMG day man!!!!!!!!!
HaizZz....i m so disappoint on wad i m doing now.....
I juz hate myself....hate myself to core man.....

A crazy tat cant control herself****....
HaizZZzzz=(((
Sadded me........
bye.....

- let it be

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