Changes everywhere...what can i do??

hey...peeps..
so long nv update...
too lazy update liao...
haizZz..so many things happened for tis 10 days!!!
things change like flash lighting....
we break...
dun whether is to hate him or not...but i love still..
althought he break my heart totally...he dun bother me at all...
n neither cares me as a firend...he juz think he is correct n tats all....
um...fine bout tat...i wanna help him to change his damn damn stupid attiude...
maybe i will do it tml....or...others days..
Juz cant see his next wan to like me...it juz wun feel gd at all...
Juz...horrible loh...
i m a very stupid person... cos i still wan him...no matter wad he had done to me...=_)
i m too silly loh...
But i m veri clear on wad i m doing=)

I dun feel sadzZz bout tat anymore...
I understand tat it is not worth for me to do tat at all... but i still wan to...
it is like... stupid me, stupid yy ngo, stupid yiying...
Not i wan to said myself until like tat...it tat i shoulden hv to do tat de...
But i wan i still wan to! i m soo stubborn!!!
Wat the fuck, wat the hell!!!!! i m doing man.... Omg...=((
Nvm..since i hv.. i muz do it!!! he dun wan to care is his prob..
i make him care....!!!! until i m tired... i will still wun give up!!!!
i mean it!!!!!!
I hate his way...juz such a bad example loh...
wat the fuck la him...
=((

I believe i can do it no matter wad!!! NO MATTER WAD!!!
i think i muz stop sumwhere le...

i wun give up...no one can stop me...****