Changes everywhere...what can i do??

Ok.... today is chu san of CNY!!
tml gonna go back to sch...siianzZz...
so stress...summore i m lazy to do my homework....
haizZz...fucky m3 la...
Nvm...wad so ever i m try damn hardy to do my things properly...
i can juz see a bit of improvement on my myself...tat is...i hide all my sadness in my heart...
trying to b happie in front of everyone!!!
=DDD i can make it!! Cant be saddZzz in front of my frenz wan ma...rite? cos they r not the one tat make m3 so saddZzz, sooo stress....so unless...neither is him..
Is m3 bah...=((
maybe i will explore one day??!!! hoho!!!
I m kanna a bit of crazy....talk so much at eleanorr's house today.... i was like kee siao man!!!
Haha....i think i m a bit siao siao now too.....
i think is cos tat i m too stress?? too sad?? OMg!!! Maybe even depression??!!!
Hahahahaa!!! i think i m...um...nonono is seriously i m already now....
OMG!!! OMG!!! OMG!!!! I cannot like tat wan!!!!!!! i m now a senior man!!! must set a gd example 4 my cute cute juniors!!! x((

Anyway, i realli hv fun at eleanorr's house today!!! yeah!!!! her house r0x!!!
N today hv the two big sets of KFC family meal???
Hahaa!!! Hv it with Nic, derry, joan, jocelyn n julia!!!!
then...after tat go acrade with Nic onli...go play DDR N other games!!! lolx...Damn fuN!!!
HaizZz..toO bad others is not with us...=((
They nid to go home bah....

then...after tat i meet my parents @ lot 1 too....=))
today was a fuN??? tired!!!DAy!!!! N wiSh everybody a happie happie chu san chu san new year new year!!!!! hahaha!!!!

i hv depression....s0rry bout tat...i juz cant control myself...leave m3 alone k?? if u guys wan....
It was juz...not u guys fault...not worth 4 u guys to care bout me....=((

My saddness, my stressful, my depress....h3 dun know.....
Juz...wanna keep it to myself.....
i rather i m the onli one tat is sadd n not others....
tat's my SADDY SADDY NEW NEW YEAR YEAR...!!!= __)))

****i m a gerl....walking down my route.....hving depression??!!!.....alonee for m3 is not the best....but i can only do tat.....i m alonee....juz....alonee.....****

wo hai shi fang bu kai wo men zhi jian de gan qing.....=((((