Changes everywhere...what can i do??

i m so stress!!!
soo many homework to do ...
my history test result was juz horrible!!!
3/25 ....
walau...=(
haven tell my parents yet... dun dare to tell
i scare they scold me n nag at me again...
so stress man!!!
so tired toO
dun feel like going to sch...
but they will still see my result de...
coz my history teacher wan to see the parents signature...
gonna die the next min n sec ....or hour...
haz prepare to b scold by my parents again
=_(
feeling soo tired ...
should i let them know...or mayb juz fake their signature n let my teacher see, wat if my teacher find out ???will i b punish...???who knows??
or juz pretent tat nothing happen...
should i ???
i m juz sick of everything already...sumtime even think of giving up trombone...but tat's impossible
how can i think of tat !!!
tat's not me at all!!!
AH!!!!how i wish i can die the next min...so i will have no headache about wat i should do the next min...
i m in a failing tone....
i miss my bed at school almost everyday...haz...enough le...

tmr lesson end at 1.40pm...
sian ah!!!
i dun like history when mrs sNg teach...
i wan pooh pooh(mr fazly)
he is the cutest teacher i met in my life...
i think i will choose geography when i m sec 3=/
haha think sooooooo far again

but todea mrs sNg have said sumthing...tat let me think quite long about it...i nv think soo serious in my life b4...
she said : if we continue failing our test like this all the time , we will stay back for another year...in sec 1
it was juz sooo wat to me...
i mean not feeling tat gd when i heard it=__(
but i m not angery...i am thinking tat wat if i really stay back...
wat m i going to do ...
will i feel sad???
of coz i will...
sooo i muz workhard rite???
haz soo stress.....

erm...going to do my homework liao bb=)
walau it is math!!!
i m going to go mad ah!!!
coz...
MATHS
MAKES
ME
MAD!!!!
hahas my 4Ms....agains...
sian diao=(...