Changes everywhere...what can i do??

firstly, i m wishing fang birthday happie !!!
hez... nv buy birthday present 4 her ... sooo pai seh=p
coz... nv go out 4 2 month n more i think
wishing shopping so much ... but veri busy so cant have the time to go
my life was now band band band n still band , juz band almost everyday ...
but i like band, i juz love band so much
although i dun noe how to play tt play , i still love it =)
coz i believe one day i can make it, juz like my senior
i m trying realli dam hard to blow out a nice n loud sound from my trombone =(
hopping juz to blow well ,i wan to bring my trombone home...but but i have no time to practice playing....
time is juz going too fast when it was after sch...
but when we gt lesson in class , time go dam slow like hell !!!
why it was like this wan!!!
y cant time stop juz 4 a sec , min or an hour ???
i realli need to rest wan ... do anyone now
i m juz too tired of it , gonna collasp anytime x(
nvm life is juz the fact tat no one can stop it nor help u ...it was juz all on ur hand , is u urself tat gonna control it ... no one can help ya realli. i m veri serious about it... there is nothing 4 me to joke anymore...I M REALLI SERIOUS ....REALLI
i muz runaway from my route from now ... starting a new wan tmr ...
there 's sci test tmr ,haven study yet!!!
let m3 die 4 tmr's test, soo i will b easier to start a new route of my life

yy ngo~*starting a new life tmr