Changes everywhere...what can i do??

m i myself???
things dun seen to b my style anymore=(
i m juz being so different ...
there's check up on tue 4 our class ,it is finally other turn...
hoping to have gd result 4 my health.
but...my backbone juz dun seen to b quite rite this year +(
it was juz not straight lor=(
i m sooo depress when i think bout it
but nvm.... hope thing will go well again

erm.... my studies is quite ...
juz like no diff la=(
I JUZ HATE MYSELF, JUZ HATE MYSELF A LOT....
IT WAS JUZ NOT MORE OR LESS THAN ANYONE I HATE....
I DUN LIKE THE ATTIUDE I HAVE NOW A DAY .....
I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF MORE THAN ANYONE=(
i dun like myself, feel to stop wat ever i have done...
i have no way to return , juz no way....

i feel so sorry to her this wed n now still , coz i dun believe her...
i though she is trying to sp me , but tat prove me wrong....
she didn... juz sumthing important , she need to go home immedately
sorrie i really feel sorry to her... hope she will noe how i feel=(
sorrie..... sorrie ....

that's all i have to said ....
sorrie 4 her ~* hoping she will know how i feel.....
juz wanna type :
http://myfrenz4mii.blogspot.com/