Changes everywhere...what can i do??

i miss my watch badly=(
it glass pieces had broken last week ...
i m too slow motion leh...now then said, anyway my senior said this to me too, juz used to it liao..=(
i m born like this wan.....too depress lor
but nvm la i dun mind she said this to me....is juz is ok is alrite
i wanna find sumone to talk to , hope is my senior =l
but she dun seen to have time ... so i dun wanna tell her bout anything
coz i noe she is tired n ... juz dun wan to said...too much about tt la....
i hope she can b happie , wanna see her smiling to me more ...
but i all wish from her juz cant appear in front of my eyes=(
so decided to look straigth..but i juz cant do tt....
i juz cant stop caring bout her...as she is my everlasting frenz
juz the best frenz to mii =)
hope she will talk to mii more offen....
hopping sooo in 8.34pm.....and 4ever in my life