Changes everywhere...what can i do??
Thursday, June 30, 2005
i dun seen to have any diff....in my mood

i dun seen to have any diff in my mood
feeling the same ...
being nag almost everyday by my mun n grandma...
can dun nag anymore??? i veri tired liao....juz wishing to tell them tis...
but sure b scolded wan wat=(
my mum everytime nag me bout my cooking skill,so tired leh, she said it almost everytime lor...if she wan me to cook dun said sooo much...=/
she juz dunnoe how tiring i m ...
but nvm, she came home ltr then me sometime, i can understand wan...
sooo i didn't blame her ...nobody force me to do it oso wat ....
is i dun wan to let my grandma do it...

todea i go home from sch ,at 4 sumthing
walking wif my best senior , xjun , to the mrt station ...
coz we haven draw finish the march card 4 the performance, so i stay back and help to draw ...
u know wat , i finally break my record ...
i onli used 1 hour n more to finish drawing one a pieces of march card...
to me it was juz a miracle ...=/
but onli one leh, next time i will help to draw more...

i was kinda tired nowadea, dun need to care bout me if u see me tired or
sick or blah blah blah ... juz wat ever thing , dun need to bother much la...coz i may have temper on u pple...=( but will try to b happie in front of u guys too
tmr there is cross country, sure veri tired wan ...
i muz jia you n jia you ,muz run better than ususal...=x
hope to have better mood , bb xp

- let it be

Wednesday, June 29, 2005
soo dam.. tiring

if u have time rest, treasure it ... don b like m3
no time to rest n sleep ,gonna do my homework all the time
feel soo tired leh
i m feeling really tired ,really really tired ...=(
i have enough of it already !!!
doing the housework no matter how tired i m ,
soo stress ,so many things r waiting 4 me 2 b done leh
no one is helping to do most of the housework i suppose to do...

todea i saw my new sci teacher, he soooo lame n diao-_-lll
using the two period ,telling us the things he done before coming to our sch
no point telling us soooooo many disgusting thing bout the ...
haaz.... dun wan to said ,
toooooo disgusting already
feel like vomiting when i think bout it ....
but he is a good teacher to me =/
.........bb........

- let it be

Tuesday, June 28, 2005
band band band =)!!!

i m juz sooo tired nowadaes.....
coz sch reopen ,gt sooo many things to catch up rite???
feeling much much busier than the pass few years...
i have nv been sooooo stress n tired before leh
juz need sum times to catch up=(

todea band again ...
kinda wat ...
sooooo ashame
falling down from my chair...
DRoPpEd my tRoMbonE !!!
wat the hell i am doing !!!
so stupid of m3, i think i deserve punishment from the major leh ,4 dropping the intrusment
haz... then xjun dun let m3 sit outside again
i oso dun wan her to sit outside ...
coz i scared the same thing happen to her...
i think she is not blurr ,like m3 x(
sooo this story tell us tat "don pick up paper when it fly away"
if u wan b careful...
juz wanna said "if the things is urs treasure it from now, don wait till it is gone then u treasure." ermm.. wat the hell i m saiding ah???
but juz bear this in mind ,will do...
=/
bb

- let it be

Monday, June 27, 2005
sooo tired n stress

haz ...
sooooo tired n stress ....
reaching home at 2 sumthing ,kinda tired lor
feel like sleeping in front of my teacher todea.....
zzzZzzz....
-_-'''''can't sleep last nigth
althougth i went to bed at 11 sumthing p.m.
still can't sleep, onli lying on my bed ,staring at my dark dark room....
coz my sis was sleep wif me, and she sleep on my bed and i juz sleeping on my matress ,but i like it more than my bed seen i have slept it 4 the pass 2 year i think......
sooooo i cannot open the ligths of my room , to do sumthing else lor....
soooo boring that nigth ,how i wish to open the com again
but the com is inside my sis's room so oso cannot open it as it was so late liao rite???
but i still can't sleep!!!=(
nvm i think i onli slept 3 to 4 hours last nigth ........
i was damm toooooooooo little 4 m3 lor
when can i sleep late n wake up late again???

todae was the first dea of school ...
it was like what the hell my table gone???
i wanna who put them in front ...
making our classroom soo sqeez ...
and i am sitting alone todea ...yeah ,quite happy , but i think soon back to the same sit...
i thougth mr gan said he wan to change place 4 m3 ???
dunnoe why end up nv change liao....
but my classroom was still the same to m3 ,
my classmates same pattern same attiude ...
not even a single changes in my class leh....
onli m3 i think bcame quite worse u know....
n the hair of them was diff onli to sum of u
=)
kinda tiring todea bb
feel like locking myself in the room n sleep inside 4 ever
hahaas, tat's impossible i think....
bb

- let it be

Saturday, June 25, 2005
my hair.....

i go n cut my hair todea again...
i cut it two times 4 tis month
it don seen to hve any diff lor ... haz wasting my mom's $7 =(
my sis also cut her hair ... also same like m3 but gt a little diff la
not like mine's ....
my hair let m3 look kinda a bad child leh ...
but i have already cut it , losing much of my hair ...
quite happy wif my hair when she finish cutting it=)
hahaas...... next i will ask her to cut more of it !!!!

- let it be

Friday, June 24, 2005
ermm.......

ermm..........
i..........
am..........
gonna..........
look........
ermm.......wat the hell i am saiding
nvm
sch gonna start liao,it is time 4 m3 to b busy busy again.....
there will not b anytime 4 me to rest!!!
it will surely b veri stress n tired wan rite???
coz my sa1 result was not good at all lor!!!
getting tat red paper=(.....
if i dun work hard i will b staying back 4 another year ,wan to relax also beri difficult la=(
nvm
this is wat my life was .....
i muz believe tat isn't it???
ha...haass..........

- let it be

Thursday, June 23, 2005
find no sunlight in my world... who can give some???my childhood

mmmm.....
no sunlight in my world nowadeas
feeling juz like usual =(
he..hees...
nvm.....
wish like telling some of my childhood life..=/
deas of those was juz like hell i think....
my frenz keep thinking tat i was a bad child , but it was quite true leh
no ones know me n willing to b my frenz ...
coz i stayed in my aunt's house at tat time
then everytime don wish to go childcare...
everytime being force by my parent to go there=_(
coz if i go i muz stay in my aunt's house, n i know i will miss my parents veri much wan... as i am onli 6 years old at tat time...
n i told them my frenz would juz don bother me almost hundred times i think ...
they don seen to put it in mind lor
tell untill i don wan to said liao=_(
if tat time we nv move house, this thing will not even happen to m3....
so i muz see pple bad face everytime when i go childcare
tat feeling i will 4ever won't forget wan.....=_(
there will more of it, i juz don wish to flood my entries at tis time
=__(

- let it be

Wednesday, June 22, 2005
sooooooo cold nowadays ...n.....

my legs are juz sooooo cold nowadays
haz......... dunnoe yy???
juz 4 nights leh =(

sooooooooo boring too
n tiring lor ....
but nvm com is more important then myself
ha...haas....=(

haz ........
i dun wan sch reopen...
seeing tat guy bside me , i will die leh x(
nvm i already ask gannie to change my place or his 's..... hahaas=)(

- let it be

Tuesday, June 21, 2005
band ...

band todea again=/
feeling veri tiring leh......-_-zzZz
wanna sleep but cannot, thinking bout my trombone,
everytime when band over =/.
though i change to a new trombone already,but i think my sound don sound really good leh=(

ermm...nvm, i muz jia yo n jia yo won't disappoint my seniors wan...
haz..... telling myself this almost everytime=(
nvm juz wanna updating my skill , to play well .......

tat all 4 todea bb=/

- let it be

Monday, June 20, 2005
todae was sooooooooo tiring 2 m3

todae , go to my grandma's house n play with my cute little nephew.
she soooooo playful leh, n don like to listen to m3 espcially=(
how can she like tat wan, but nvm she was juz soooo young
i won't blame her leh =/

bringing her to northpoint too!!!
sooooooo regret liao
she juz don stay still!!!
running about ....like a little mouse
making me , sis n mummy soooooo tiring

next time i will not bring her out again!!!
i scared ltr she lost then dunnoe ...

n i finally know tat how tiring was a mother's job todae=/

- let it be

Sunday, June 19, 2005
wow! my blogspot...

my blogspot bcame soooooo bluurr...
but nt bad rite?
i think so =/...
haz...
veri boring when there is no band
dunnoe wat to do to kill my time=/

nvm there will b band soon next week i think,
trying to finish my homework from todae,
sooooooo i can rest a bit as sch is going to reopen...=(
feeling sooo fast...=/

- let it be

Friday, June 17, 2005
first time perform in sec sch

todae first time perform in sec sch
veri exciting...
but i almost faint todea
but i tried to relax myself so i can feel better lor=/
n oso afraid sumone angery
but nvm it was all over liao...

but i think i didn't put in much effort 4 todea
coz nv bring intrument home ,nv memorise e score
so dun really noe how to play well=(
hai....... dunnoe how to let myself play better leh......=/

- let it be

Thursday, June 16, 2005
go section meeting wif senior....

todae go section meeting wif my dear sec 2 n 3 senior
xjun,jas n nic
feeling quite extra la
coz i am the only sec one
.....=/
we went to lot 1 , westmall n ps
three place we went todae, but dunnoe they got go another place a not la
as i am the first wan to go home=(
hai.... all coz my parents dun wan me to hang out too long wif my frenz
coz they r worried bout me lor....(-_-)''''''
thinking that i am little kid=/
nvm....

we go lot 1 to eat lunch first.
we eat e shi lin yei shi food
dun feel like eating again lor=/
coz i 9 sumthing 8 sumthing then eat breakfast
sooo not hungery....

then when we finish our food
we decided to go bh house to find him ..
but dunnoe y , end up not going liao
wasting sooooooooo much at westmall=/
......................we ,decided to go ps lor

we go ps n help nic to change hairstyle
but dun seen to have any difference lol
only lost sum of his hair....=/
then we go n pai neoprint
i pai untill veriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ugly
lol
then my senior all soooooooooooo nice looking
=/lolxxxxxxxxxxx.........
btw i am veri happie tdae
thanx seniors=)...............
lolx....

- let it be

Wednesday, June 15, 2005
nowadays...

feeling soooo...boring n empty when there were no band =(
so boring untill i wanna sleep untill band starts......
=(
don feel like doing homework
don feel like eating
don feel like ....
really dunnoe wat happen to me nowadays , feeling sooo unsual leh
......actually i love eat then nowadays dun feel like eating liao
how unsual i am leh!!!!
=(
hai......
how can i help myself???????
=/=(
.............???????

- let it be

Tuesday, June 14, 2005
wat a tiring day!!!

=(.........
so hot-_-'''.....
so tiring=(
hai everyday seen to be so tiring to m3=(
when can it start raining=/
-_-'''sooooo....hot untill i am going to faint ah!!!
but nvm.....

todae veri busy ah ...
woke up at 6 sumthing a.m.
so sleepy...but still need to go to sch
hai...
=(
i wish i can mange to bring my trombone home this fri
so i can practice more ....
being sooooooo tiring nowadays
i muz jia yo n jia yo !!!
............=(
so i can be
engertic after e school holidays......

- let it be

Monday, June 13, 2005
writing entries nowadays...

soooooo boring nowadays so i write entries every single days.....to prevent being bored....
writing how i felt everyday
hai....
soooooo boring today
but nvm tmr there is band
hai... sure do marching again ....
quite tiring wan leh =(
do marching under the hot sun -_-'''

i wish tmr will rain.....
but we muz still work hard 4 our marching ...
.....
........................................
...........................................................................

- let it be

Sunday, June 12, 2005
my hat....

my hat so difficult to make the holes....
dunnoe need to make untill when!!!
i have not much time to make those ...
as i need to wear it next tue =(
nvm i will try n think bout it...
i think i need to arrange the time from now
i have many work not done leh...
it was not a boring holiday 4 me from n0w
i am juz so busy busy n busy

todae my frenz actually wan to go out wif m3 wan
then she suddenly said dun wan again ,
she promise m3 wan leh...=(
anyway many time liao i am juz used to it
when can they stop that ah?
everytime doing this to me ....
ltr said one sorrie then can liao

- let it be

Saturday, June 11, 2005
there is.....

=___(
sooooooooo frustrated of myself....
i am so stupid ,
greedy ,hai dun wish like say it....as there is so many problem i have to face in the future of my life>_<...
how can i stop facing them
i am juz too sad nowaday...
there is sumthing i have to know .....
i muz learn smart from now...
being so alone without anybodies accompany
how i wish i could lock myself up=(

having cough , nowadays too!
it was quite tiring
2 play my trombone when i have a cough
cannot stand it anymore liao...
but things will still going on...
so i muz force myself to do it!!!
there is.............stress going on from now...

mmmmmm..............
hai........bye bye !
take a =)2 better up my life =(.........

- let it be

Friday, June 10, 2005
band RAwkS!!!

i love band
i love band
i love band
i love band
but i love my trombone most!!!
let u all know more bout m3
i was juz acting happie all the tim3 ...=(
feeling veri sad ...
who can cheer m3 up???
=____(
feeling like shouting out loud ...
can anybody know m3...???
?????????????????????
?????????????????????
who can help m3
i juz don wish to act happie anymore.................................

- let it be

Thursday, June 09, 2005
todae was a sad 2 m3

todae i go n read my senior blog ....=(
so sad ... feel like crying...
senior dun blame urself anymore kk=_(
i dun wan u 2 b so sad
i will try my best , really will put in effort
i will not disappoint u wan
dun b so worri , relax n rest ok
i know u r veri tired
pleas i beg u , dun b like that leh, i wan u 2 b cheerful
=___(

- let it be

Tuesday, June 07, 2005
.......sad ah!!!=(

TODAY I LOSE LIAO ...............
GETTING NO CONFIDENT!!!
veri stress ah!!!

- let it be

Monday, June 06, 2005
i change my skin!!!

i change my skin to my favourite trombone!!!
yeah ! i finally know how to make one trombone skin...
but i still got copy from other pple.
anyway i will try to make a skin by my own sometime
n one last thing to add i really like my trombone=)

lolx=).........

- let it be

Thursday, June 02, 2005
first week of June holidays

Yeah !!! june holidays start
i will have many days to rest n sleep
so happie=)
but sometime will also be veri boring wan...

In this june holidays, i wan to go escape theme park n blah blah blah

- let it be

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